I Don't Know (feat. Overtime)

This right here Is one of the realest songs I ever wrote And it's dedicated to anybody Who's ever went through a rough patch in their life Just know it's not about who you are Where you came from It's about how hard you fight Yeah Drinkin' on this lonely road Thinkin' "Man where the time has gone" Feelin' like I got an empty soul With no place to call a home Now do I blame everybody else Or turn around and blame myself? Or look high up into the sky And ask the Lord for a little help Yeah' chasin' dreams What I'm thinkin' "What's it really cost?" Shut up money's good but look at all the time lost Lot of fans' bright lights have me feelin' like the man But I know that doesn't really matter 'Cause I know my son just really misses dad Missed him growin' up and I can never get that back Apologize now but it doesn't change the fact That as a father that's the point that hurts the worse One shot wish I woulda known With every blessin' there's a curse Lookin' in the mirror' time to make a change Drinkin' all the time just to ease the pain Back against the wall, people pray I fall Do I stay and fight or do I end it all? Do I have a choice, do I have a voice? Do I let it go or do I make a point? Can I make a change' can I numb the pain? Is it worth the fame? I don't know All these angels on my road The window pane is all I know I take my time and rock n roll But I can't get my mind off I don't know Aim for the fame, am I diggin' my grave? This bottle of shine says I don't know It's the name of the game Like a moth to the flame This bottle of shine says I don't know I've been tryna figure out for the life of me Am I ever gonna make it, will I ever be Everything that they told me I wouldn't be? Can I make another song that'll better me? All these hours on the road will they ever lead to gold? Will they ever take my soul to the bright light? Will I ever really know What I really owe for the night life And the life' and the bright lights? See, I leave it all at home when I pull away Look at pictures on my phone when I shoulda stayed Sip a bottle of Jack to pull the pain away And make another mistake when I shoulda prayed These whiskey sours are killin' on my tomorrows And I'm tryna make it better But all of my time is borrowed Had 'em lost in a world full of money and debt And I hate all the weight that I put on my chest When I leave my son at home think of all that I miss I can never get it back and I feel like a mess Did I chose life in a row boat? Goin' up stream solo Did I really bring a knife to the gun show? Or the light to the rainbow Yo, I don't know, don't know Don't know, don't know All these angels on my road The window pane is all I know I take my time and rock n roll But I can't get my mind off I don't know Aim for the fame, am I diggin' my grave? This bottle of shine says I don't know It's the name of the game Like a moth to the flame This bottle of shine says I don't know