Crying

And I tell myself it's not that hard but I don't know what I'm climbing I see the top, it's not that far But this shit don't ever end I thought you was ride to die but You was fuckin' lying I thought you would clear my mind up But you just left me crying My love always gets me caught up Caught up and denying I stayed always till the sun up But you just kept it cloudy Now I don't want you around me Okay kinda want you around me Yeah this shit really confusing, yeah I don't dive right in Don't get hurt again Why you tell me that you love me But you not my friend I don't need that shit I don't need that bitch I don't need you And I tell myself it's not that hard but I don't know what I'm climbing And I see the top, it's not that far But this shit don't ever end I thought you was ride to die but, yeah You was fuckin' lying I thought you would clear my mind up But you just left me crying My love always gets me caught up, yeah Caught up and denying I stayed always till the sun up But you just kept it cloudy Can you tell me if you riding Or just keep up with the lying, yeah 'Cause you know that I been crying You know that I been crying And alright I look in the mirror Like all the time and I say that I'm okay But I know the truth and I can't lie I don't like feeling this way And I tell myself it's not that hard but I don't know what I'm climbing I see the top, it's not that far But this shit don't ever end 'Cause I thought you was ride to die but yeah You was fuckin' lying I thought you would clear my mind up But you just left me crying My love always gets me caught up, yeah Caught up and denying And I stayed always till the sun up But you just kept it cloudy