Heavy

Not even lookin' for no superman So why's it that I got an empty head? Took a bullet to my heart, I'm bleedin' out Still you're the only one I even wanna hold somehow You said you'd take me on your jet plane (jet plane) But I never even saw them lights, babe (lights, babe) Guess I was lookin' for a hero Boy, you couldn't even keep it real though Now you've got your life, you got your ride Rumour has it baby that you're doin' just fine In my gold dress, lookin' like such a mess Tonight And I'd go drinking in the park But I guess I'm not a kid no more I spent all of my money on love Like it's a liquor store Maybe I just miss you, baby But cheap thrills don't save me no more I'm drinking in the dark How did shit get so h-e-a-v-y? You said you'd catch me like a butterfly How can you love someone and watch 'em die? I'm aware, I've got no halo 'round my head You're not my blood but you were family like mum and dad How could you see me drowning and not even stop it? Even worse, you were the one that fucked me and caused it Now I'm the one that holds an empty hand I guess you never were my superman You've got your life, you got your ride Rumour has it baby that you're doin' just fine I'm in my gold dress, you gave me at your best So fuck tonight And I'd go drinking in the park But I guess I'm not a kid no more I spent all of my money on love Like it's a liquor store Maybe I just miss you, baby But cheap thrills don't save me no more I'm drinking in the dark How did shit get so h-e-a-v-y? We are a modern crime Didn't want us to be nothin' more than famous (famous) Than famous (famous) But fame is so helpless We are the modern crime Didn't want us to be nothin' more than famous (famous) Than famous (famous) But God, love's so heartless And I'd go drinking in the park But I guess I'm not a kid no more (guess I'm not a kid no more) I spent all of my money on love Like it's a liquor store Maybe I just miss you, baby (maybe I just miss you, baby) But cheap thrills don't save me no more I'm drinking in the dark How did shit get so h-e-a-v-y?