Hope

It's been a while now, feel like I been stuck inside of this moment The weight of the world on my shoulders is pulling me down I been trying to hold it Everyone's dealing with issues Most of us don't got the courage to show it A lot on my mind, gotta expose it This is the path that I chosen I gotta lotta bad days, so I write When I'm in a bad state of my life I been living at a fast pace I'm alright, but I really feel I lost faith This is the place that I turn when the world that I live in is darkest I got a message for all of the people Who think that their life's become garbage Late at night when you can't decide if you wanna live or you wanna die Hard to sleep and you can barely breathe Feel the pain inside as it amplifies Bad things happen that we can't explain You can let go of the past but the scars remain You gotta lot of anger that you can't contain Now you need to find a way to let it go and change Star on fire, I'm trying To burn without collapsing Hanging in the balance Caught in the middle of silence Light me up, I'm searching Looking for one reason Tryna find the beacon To guide me home Hope Now that's a word that I'm pretty new to Stuck in depression Now that's something that I'm pretty used to A lonely road Who knew that people would like me because of my YouTube But I'm grateful That's what I feel every time that I see I got new views But I'm so confused What's the point of a view if I'm a slave to it This day in age is pretty dangerous Why is Facebook determining relationships Kids overdose in the basement with No clue what do when their parents split Started to slip, they were losing their grip Couldn't bare to repair their embarrassment When you feel like you been living in a dark maze Scream why when you looking up and stargaze You lose sight in the storm when it's all grey You can't fight You really wanna part ways But think twice For your life's a gift, it's alright When you feel you can't find it just reach out a hand And somebody will show you the light Star on fire, I'm trying To burn without collapsing Hanging in the balance Caught in the middle of silence Light me up, I'm searching Looking for one reason Tryna find the beacon To guide me home Yeah It's been too long, I been falling Lord knows that it's all been exhausting I feel that my soul is evolving I'm done with the pain I been causing I've waited for strength to resolve this I hear that my angels are calling In the rain of the storm, I'ma calm it I'll crawl if I have to, I'm all in I've been waiting for so long Can't do this on my own I need to know there's more than this feeling Star on fire, I'm trying Oh I'm burning, but I'm not collapsing Light me up, I'm searching For a reason, I found the beacon To guide me home