As Brave As That Stupid Girl

Just like every other day I spent another day Peacefully, safely in a cowardly way All I do is procrastinate And envy those who don't hesitate Scared of quarrels, so I stopped speaking To avoid failures, I stopped dreaming But I can't stop wondering Is this the life I should be living Please let me think Please let me, let me, let me, let me think Please let me think until tomorrow I have a chance, but I let it go It's better to be safe than sorry 'Cause I don't wanna hear See, I told you so So I will find myself a blackhole I'll live in it to kill the chance of fiascos Some might say Oh no, you're not who I used to know It's the same sentence I said to myself A while ago Just like every other day I stayed up until late Regretting, sighing, envying others' grapes If I used such energy to create I would have written a thousand songs by today The day Jamie left us all last week He said, "You've been your very own enemy I will be gone, please promise me Be your own best friend and love yourself dearly" But wait, oh wait Please give me, give me, give me one more day Please let me wait until tomorrow I have a chance, and I will let it go It's better to be safe than sorry 'Cause I don't wanna hear See, I told you so, so, so So I will find myself a blackhole I'll live in it to kill the chance of fiascos Some might say Oh no, what if there's no more tomorrow It's the same question that I asked myself Two days ago Please let me be as brave as that stupid girl x years ago