Cyclical

Isolation is my home Hide away, can you feel the comfort Ability of it all Only here can I feel the music Never letting others in Only hoping to find some honesty In isolation Have I found what I'm looking for inside? Am I selfish and afraid? The air is getting close Losing faith in the way I've taken At least it's still my own? My will is wavering I'm talking to myself All this time under house arrest can't Be good for my mental health Could really use a friend Stagnation The screams come through the walls I'm losing the day I'm aging As my momentum stalls I'm wasting away Lost patience With less than perfect all My thoughts sound the same Tail chasing This feels so cyclical My head's in the way Feel the pieces fall in place Aches and pains, clouded eyes and mind are Banished as the cycle breaks It and I shift back to alignment Aaaaaah, aaaaaah Feel my limbs becoming light All alone, but the air is vibrant Humming with ecstatic life Forget the fears that I'd never find the way Now it's clear and open I Just can't contain my joy! Overflow, cause I'm hearing music Where before was only noise! My heart is hammering Aaah haaaaaaaah! I'm dancing with myself Lose control as I gain momentum Fear is fading, solace swells This feels like everything Aaaaaaah! (I wish I could live that ecstasy again) (Harsh light in retrospect, everything seems changed) (I wish I could live that ecstasy again)