Reality

Wondering if i made the right decision to come back here Lately im so sad all the time And i know that usually the state I'm in Now it feels so different though I'm gonna drive myself crazy out of here If i do one more bad thing i'm gonna leave I already gave up on dreaming a while ago But I can't deal with this reality Each month keeps wasting by, don't know why i even try Obsessing about everything i do and what i say I pretend not to care, then i cut my hair It's no use cus i'll be paranoid forever I'm gonna drive myself crazy out of here If I do one more bad thing i'm gonna leave I already gave up on dreaming a while ago But I can't deal with this reality I'm gonna drive myself crazy out of here If I do one more bad thing i'm gonna leave I already gave up on dreaming a while ago But I can't deal with this reality