catch-22

I'm tryna find the beauty in life I can't see

And when I go to sleep, all my dreams haunt me

And when I see you, I try to reach out and touch you

Then I wake up and my heartbeat rushing

You ain't helping to heal the pain

Throwing gas on a fire, you're fueling me

You ain't helping me feel okay

You're only there when you feel like you have to be

(And she said I)

Live life on a tightrope

(She said, she said)

If I fall off, I don't think that you would care though

(She said I)

Live life on a tightrope

(She said, she said)

When I get scared

I just walk with my eyes closed

(She said I)

Don't mean to be this way

I wish I could just feel brand new

Sometimes I like to feel blue

My life a catch-22

Two, two, two, two, two

My life a catch-22

Two, two, two, two, two

My life a catch-22

Caught between a dark and a bright place

Wanna feel anything, I'm speeding down the highway

Caught between comfort and loneliness

If you love me, why don't you ever show me it?

You say that too damn much

I been too stressed, yeah

Perfectionist, but nothing's

Ever perfect, tough luck

Now I talk too much

Used to not talk enough

I just been regretting it

I shoulda shut up

Why you want me to fade away?

Throwing gas on a fire, you're fueling me

You're helping me feel insane

You're only there when you feel like you have to be

(And she said I)

Live life on a tightrope

(She said, she said)

If I fall off, I don't think that you would care though

(She said I)

Live life on a tightrope

(She said, she said)

When I get scared

I just walk with my eyes closed

(She said I)

Don't mean to be this way

I wish I could just feel brand new

Sometimes I like to feel blue

My life a catch-22

Two, two, two, two, two

My life a catch-22

Two, two, two, two, two

My life a catch-22

My life a catch-22