Disappear

Lately I got my mind set on failure Wish someone appreciated my bad behavior The circle I was running was a downward spiral Made it to the bottom now I'm getting higher I wish there was a pill that could make me feel nothing I don't wanna be here, I don't wanna feel nothing Wish that I could disappear Wish that I could disappear Usually I wouldn't try to numb the pain But I don't think that I can take another day And if I took all of my wasted tears I'd have an ocean I could drown my fears in I wish there was a pill that could make me feel nothing I don't wanna be here, I don't wanna feel nothing Wish that I could disappear Wish that I could disappear If you wanna disappear Maybe we can disappear If you wanna disappear We can disappear Into whatever, another dimension Where you still show up and give me affection I fucking desperately need your attention Is it still cute how I'm always complaining? Disappear Maybe we can disappear If you wanna disappear We can disappear If you wanna disappear Maybe we can disappear If you wanna disappear We can disappear Lately I got my mind set on failure Wish someone appreciated my bad behavior The circle I was running was a downward spiral Made it to the bottom now I'm getting higher