Absence as a Presence

Open dead end sea Nothing calling me to sail Could always sink instead I think of where I've been And it seems to be a dream From someone else's head False ground swaying beneath me Another day I wake up just to breathe I'm absent For fractions of a feeling I beckon the storm The fight is still the only thing I know So I keep on believing I've got this under control In the sky there's a ceiling That crushes me wherever I go Guess I'll keep moving on For within the fire grows In the smoke there's a song That calls to me wherever I go You'll never feel at home It's a place you're never gonna know In recovered dreams In the world that we believed Unforgettable In the midnight sun Two lovers struggling to breathe Under their own weight I've got this under control