Lovesick

It's funny to think I penned such sweet words for you That I shed tears And felt real pain for you It's funny to think That I felt anything at all Now I only see a rusted anchor You've got no soul And I need to tell you that I wasted some good years Under your spell And I need to tell you that It was living hell And I'd be lying if I said I could ever miss you I swore that night you'd always be in my heart Nothing could ever tear us apart Nothing And I saved you once And I saved you twice Stitched sliced wrists Picked you up off the floor Smashed that bottle that I told you to ignore I told you to ignore Broken every vow that you said to me Lovesick Broken every vow that you said to me Lovesick And now you wonder why I can't look you in the eye? Because I know What I don't wanna know And I don't wanna know And I don't wanna know How many beds you've warmed How much flesh you've turned And I don't wanna know And I don't wanna know How many sheets you've crawled How many lives you've soiled And I don't wanna know And I don't wanna know And it's funny to think I shared anything with you And I regret every single second I wasted on you And I wish for nothing But desert and walls between us It's not that I hate you I've just lost all respect Lovesick And now you wonder why I can't look you in the eye? And now you wonder why I can't look you in the eye? Lovesick