Sit Back, Relax

Well I sit back, relax, and watch the tears roll down I try and scream for help, but I ain't making a sound I'm walking all alone cause my heart has faded I'm begging for help but I'm already jaded My heart has grown cold, yes the world is changing I may be young, but my soul is aging I'm dying inside, so feel free to save me I'd do it myself, but I'm way to lazy I'm lost, it's dark, she's my one and only But she don't give a fuck, I admit I'm lonely And I don't trust my boys, cause I know they phoney And I don't trust my boys, they just fade out slowly Why should I pretend bitch, I tell it like it is Don't tell me I'm a prick dick, get up out my biz You try and help others, how? I know your a fake Fuck you to my back, hello to my face If you think your my boy, ya heads way up in space You pretend to be a friend, your a fucking disgrace I'm sick of all this bullshit, shits got to end I know y'all ain't my boys, so don't fucking pretend Well I sit back, relax, and watch the tears roll down I try and scream for help, but I ain't making a sound I'm walking all alone cause my heart has faded I'm begging for help but I'm already jaded When I look in the mirror, I just stare at a stranger My life is caving in, so I'm screaming danger I gotta change my tactics like a colonel or major It's morphin' time, like a power ranger I'm trying to change, but that's not what I want I'm playing life off like I'm Mr. Nonchalant Mr. Cool, Mr. Smooth, Mr. No I'm not Mr. FiO Baby, yo just give em a shot I am who I am, you can love me or hate me Cause I don't give a fuck, well at least lately I'm a little confused, I think a bitch played me I'm a little confused, I think the world hates me With this brace around my leg and all these fucking seizures I'm screaming "fuck you world", who the hell needs ya Don't cha know that I'm fucked, bitch I'm living a lie Poppin P'ills to survive, bitch I'm ready to die Well I sit back, relax, and watch the tears roll down I try and scream for help, but I ain't making a sound I'm walking all alone cause my heart has faded I'm begging for help but I'm already jaded Yo what up motha fuckas, FiO's doing it now Got the haters fired up and ya wondering how Yall use to make fun of me, but now your like wow Bitch now I'm on top, and I'm laughing real loud Went from mike drop the mic, to "wow were so proud" From your lyrics are wack to "wow look at that crowd" Mike you'll never make it, so don't reach for the sky They said keep it a hobby, cause ya never gonna fly But I'm standing here bitch, and I refuse to lye I'm working real hard, and I refuse to die So don't tell me who I am, or what the fuck to do Cause I'm doing me now, and I'm better than you! Well I sit back, relax, and watch the tears roll down I try and scream for help, but I ain't making a sound I'm walking all alone cause my heart has faded I'm begging for help but I'm already jaded