Vacation

I'm working for the day you won't say what I do is cute Still trying to find a way to be steady makin' moves I lost my sanity the second I just got it back Now this the only way I can react I'm trying to pretend I'm on vacation And it's not a conversation That I'm trying to have with nobody Trying to be glad Though I got no money With the right amount of denial I can crack a little smile Though I feel myself goin' outta style I'm going up on cloud nine and this time I'm gonna stay for a while Gonna stay for a while Gonna stay for a while Gonna stay for a while Gonna stay for a while Gonna stay for a while Gonna stay for a while Gonna stay for a while Gonna stay If you'll excuse me I'll be out here catching rays In my jacuzzi inflated just out of the shade That's bein' thrown around It's the same shit every day And I've been planning on this getaway I'm trying to pretend I'm on vacation And it's not a conversation That I'm trying to have with nobody Trying to be glad Though I got no money With the right amount of denial I can crack a little smile Though I feel myself goin' outta style I'm going up on cloud nine and this time I'm gonna stay for a while Gonna stay for a while Gonna stay for a while Gonna stay for a while Gonna stay for a while Gonna stay for a while Gonna stay for a while Gonna stay for a while Gonna stay It's just my luck I'm all washed up it's true, So much so that I don't even care It's just for fun That's what, I tell myself when I'm fucked It's all messed up, but that's just the life I chose I'm trying to pretend I'm on vacation And it's not a conversation That I'm trying to have with nobody Trying to be glad Though I got no money With the right amount of denial I can crack a little smile Though I feel myself goin' outta style I'm going up on cloud nine and this time I'm gonna stay for a while Gonna stay for a while Gonna stay for a while Gonna stay for a while Gonna stay for a while Gonna stay for a while Gonna stay for a while Gonna stay for a while Gonna stay