Friend

You were so fast To believe in me We were young back then Tangled in the stars But time moves so fast I've served coffee in five different cities now I'm not good at faking But I'm not good at speaking out I am quickly blending into all of my fear and doubt Friend, you were on both sides Pulling me up and dragging me down (And I know, it took time for me to say) Friend, you were on both sides Pulling me up and dragging me down (and I know, it took time for me) It was early days in the band We were making tour plans I pulled out my costume during practice in your shed You said don't wear that dress, we have to think about who we are now Well I'm not good at faking But it all changed in me somehow I could not stop smiling as all the joy in me drained out Friend, you were on both sides Pulling me up and dragging me down (And I know, it took time for me to say) Friend, you were on both sides Pulling me up and dragging me down There is a bridge between our birthdays at midnight Somehow I can not bring myself to call I was a terrible friend, I pushed you right to your end You said your limit was drawn but I wanted more I wanted more Friend, I've been on both sides Pulling you up and and tearing you down (And I know, it took time for me to say) Friend, I've been on both sides, pulling you up and tearing you down I've been on both sides Am I on both sides now?