Coffee + Alcohol

Been out Drinking I've been thinking Shit ain't ever cheap in California Missing you don't think I can afford to Still out Driving Racking up mileage On your side of town Just west of highland, I'll be by your house Lord knows I'm trying To rid me of insanity The loop you threw me into On repeat like songs you showed me Know I'll fall back into Coffee and alcohol If I die it's all my fault It's self sabotage cause I choose it At least I'm to blame if I lose it Daily dose of distractions My actions retroactive Like medicine I could abuse it At least I'm to blame if I lose it Wake up Or cave in Looks like the latter is winning Guess I'm gonna dive into the deep end Holding all my vices watch me sink in You're so enticing My health is declining You do this to spite me you know that i can't say no The way that I'm caught in your chokehold To rid me of insanity The loop you threw me into On repeat like songs you showed me Know I'll fall back into Coffee and alcohol If I die it's all my fault It's self sabotage cause I choose it At least I'm to blame if I lose it Daily dose of distractions My actions retroactive Like medicine I could abuse it At least I'm to blame if I lose it Losing my mind all alone cause You and I were disposable Shoulda known all along At least I'm to blame if I lose it At least I'm to blame if I lose it Oh, no To rid me of insanity The loop you threw me into On repeat like songs you showed me Know I'll fall back into Coffee and alcohol If I die it's all my fault It's self sabotage cause I choose it At least I'm to blame if I lose it Daily dose of distractions My actions retroactive Like medicine I could abuse it At least I'm to blame if I lose it Losing my mind all alone cause You and I were disposable Shoulda known all along At least I'm to blame if I lose it