In My Blood

I should be more honest with myself 'Cause I'm no good at knowing when I need help And I'm getting tired of pushing away everybody The second I let them get close It's like I'm afraid of a ghost I can't see And I try to fight it but all the damage is done It's too late to hold in the flood Maybe it runs in my blood I don't wanna try no more, try no more, try no more If it's gonna break my heart, rip me apart or start a war Is it really all my fault if I don't feel myself at all? Maybe it's not how I love Maybe it's just in my blood I'm doing my best not to let down my guard 'Cause everything seems dangerous when you'rе in the dark And I'm getting tired of pushing away еverybody The second I let them get close It's like I'm afraid of a ghost I can't see And I try to fight it but all the damage is done It's too late to hold in the flood Maybe it runs in my blood I don't wanna try no more, try no more, try no more If it's gonna break my heart, rip me apart or start a war Is it really all my fault if I don't feel myself at all? Maybe it's not how I love But maybe it's just in my blood In my blood, in my blood Maybe I just need my space Maybe one day I can change Maybe it's not how I love Maybe it's just in my blood Maybe it's just in my blood