BPD

You're so selfish I'm not allowed to be mad, but you are? Do you actually love me? Because you're everything to me, you're it And I want people to know you Why don't you trust me? Do you hate me? I think I might hate you I think I hate you I can see my tits bouncing up and down in your mind Your jaw hanging, hand on your cock saying "Look at that ass, Jesus, fuck, my God, you're so fine" My palm slaps my eyes while my mouth opens wide And I scream to myself, "Maybe you should just die" Stop, I'm fine now You can't leave me You can't Because I can't stop Because I'm a coward I know I'm not the only one And I know I'm a coward But I cannot stop You can't leave me 'Cause I'm a coward Do you even love me anymore? 'Cause I feel like you hate me And I think I might hate me I think I hate me I can see your eyes when I look in the mirror, it's not right My jaw hanging, hands grip my thighs thinking "Look at that ass, Jesus, fuck, I'm disgusting inside" My palm slaps my eyes while my mouth opens wide And I scream to myself, "Maybe you should just die" Stop, I'm so sorry