Sober

I woke up this morning a little hungover It hits different since I got older Still got this old chip on my shoulder The stubborn side of me will never get sober Try to numb my pain but the bullshit never works (bullshit never works) I run from shame, I'll do anything to heal the hurt I fucked up again Hide behind my sins I've found everything but closure Learn to swallow pride Behind these hollow eyes I don't see change getting closer I'll never get sober I deal with this pain, don't ask me how I just hide behind a mask of smiles When I'm down and drunken bound, I get as high as I can be I don't like the person that's inside of me Try to numb my pain but the bullshit never works (bullshit never works) I run from shame, I'll do anything to heal the hurt I fucked up again Hide behind my sins I've found everything but closure (I've found everything but closure) Learn to swallow pride Behind these hollow eyes I don't see change getting closer I need to get sober I woke up this morning a little hungover