Envie Moi

My Child Don't frighten All of this noise inside me How can I take this life ay Drowning inside myself ay These days my feels be empty Wanna do right by my family But they don't like when I flex, ay They say they need some more money To get more bags from Louie, ay Who can I trust in this world, ay When my fam be tryin play me, all day And my friends they be faking All day they be tryna squeeze me All day thinking bout my money All day saying things tryna reach me All day on my dick just to please me All day talking shit when I'm away All day stones be coming my way All day I'm feeling so lonely All day All day All day Just Stop! I told you not to be weak like that Won't let you speak like that Sadness you seek like that Choke on your feels like that I'd rather you choke on this beat like that! Family full of expectations Can't recall their congratulations To them I'm just an administration Managing Donations I Got away from their fakeness Cuz I lost all my patience Left the past to chase greatness Until I'm weightless Came a long way not to stay Told me I could stop to pray When he spared my life back in the day, uh Mess with me and you mess with God This time I came without a squad Yeah I said that nonchalant I'm the son of God One in a million chance of survival Out the car wreck with stable vitals But I didn't survive though I came back to life Gimme all your hate Gimme all your hate Feed me I'm living in your head Living in your head Rent free All the things you said All the things you said Made me see That you Envy me Envy Me Go on, Envy Me Envy Me Hate on me, I'm your limitation Love on me, I'm your salvation I ain't hosting no congregation Cuz I ain't running no corporation Friends taught me disappointment Before the cash came I was an appointment But now you want to share my enjoyment Do we have an appointment? Riding my dick all day to stimulate me Shedding your skin weekly to tryna make me Turn the other cheek for you to tryna break me But you mistake me I see everything you do Let you think of me a fool But don't you frighten Don't you frighten When the monster come for you Had a bad bitch one time She be looking at me with the cute eyes Tryna convince me she a wife Betting on me to change her life But I read between the lines Dick count like a rental bike Rubber on, took her on a hike Smacked that pussy up right on site Now she on a lifelong hitchhike He and I, we have conversations Man kind be testing his patience All day moaning and complaining All day seeking entertainment That's modern day enslavement Let me die and come back again I came back again as a better man A man without the entitlement A man breathing enlightenment Child don't you see I got God with me Gimme all your hate Gimme all your hate Feed me I'm living in your head Living in your head Rent free All the things you said All the things you said Made me see That you Envy me Envy Me Go on, Envy Me Envy Me