I Pick Loneliness

So you're right again You're always right, but when I call your bluff, you'll give it up Then we'll do this all again No, I can't hold it in You get under my skin Drives me mad how you take words back Then we just play pretend But I won't forget the things you did 'Cause the lies you told aren't enough to hold me One more day in your brokenness I won't forget, but I wish I did 'Cause all this pain from scars you gave Is enough for me to pick loneliness I won't forget I'd do anything for you You couldn't even love me before, but What if I faced the wrong I did? I'd still pick loneliness There's no coming back from this Oh, please, you're being dramatic There's too much I can't forget So I'll pick loneliness Okay, you're right, I'm the one to blame But give me time, you'll see that I can change You could quit and throw this all away But then it's you who breaks the promises we made But I won't forget the things you did 'Cause the lies you told aren't enough to hold me One more day in your brokenness I won't forget, but I wish I did 'Cause all this pain from scars you gave Is enough for me to pick loneliness I won't forget I'd do anything for you You couldn't even love me before, but What if I faced the wrong I did? I'd still pick loneliness There's no coming back from this Oh, please, you're being dramatic There's too much I can't forget So I'll pick loneliness Nice knowing that you really don't care I say I do, but that's what you wanna hear Hear me out (why should I? You never cared to) What if I said there's nothing that I won't do? I'd do anything for you You couldn't even love me before, but What if I faced the wrong I did? I'd still pick loneliness There's no coming back from this Oh, please, you're being dramatic There's too much I can't forget So I'll pick loneliness