When I'm Alone

Paranoid I'm seeing faces at the bottom of the bottle That look like you I can't avoid the reflections in the mirror you destroyed That don't look like you When I'm alone, I put my hand on the stove Keep my wrist above the fire 'til I can see the bone When I'm alone, that's when it hurts the most When I'm in love When I'm alone I can't help but sink into that hole I dug for you I got no more feelings, but I guess that's nothing new I keep digging deeper, but my shovel's getting old I can't fill the void inside myself without a soul I have lost my way It feels like an endless stay When I'm alone, I put my hand on the stove Keep my wrist above the fire 'til I can see the bone When I'm alone, that's when it hurts the most When I'm in love Use my old wounds as a map to carve my new ones I think I gave a shit once before the bottom hit This is a special kind of hell, a death in living body I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy When I'm alone, I put my hand on the stove Keep my wrist above the fire 'til I can see the bone When I'm alone, I put my hand on the stove Keep my wrist above the fire 'til I can see the bone When I'm alone, that's when it hurts the most When I'm in love