I Can't Love You On My Own

I can't wait one minute Just to make things harder With you there's nothing that can push me further Can't love you I cant love you on my own I'm losing hope And I'm losing faith I'm trapped in words I'd never say About the way you never change Yet I'm dumb enough stay Dumb enough to put up with the shit that you have done Open up my arms for you the minute that you run Back into my life you're telling me that I'm the one When my hearts an open target and your loves the loaded gun But do you love me do you love not I wish our love was more than pillow talk I wish you'd tell me what you really want Cause my feelings they don't ever stop It's okay if you don't love me but stop acting like you will It's a battle everyday but I'm addicted to the thrill Of knowing how you're going to be and if you're ever staying still But I'll know you'll come around the minute that I make a mill And that's a promise imma make it I been getting all these signs It's my purpose in this life to share what happen in my mind When I first started you were laughing saying it's a waste a time But now I'm paying all our bills just of off never be alright But you here It's clear I fear I fear I can't wait one minute Just to make things harder With you there's nothing that can push me further Can't love you on my own I can't love you on my own I stare into your eyes can't help but falling back to you All I see is just that little girl that used to get abused And the one I took to prom before we wasted up our youth Back when you would say you love me and I knew that it was true What happened I know time has passed and we supposed grow But you going in the way that makes want to be alone Cause your actions never match the text you sending to my phone If you want to leave I'm giving you permission let me go Let me go I promise I can float I know you lost hope I know you lost hope We all want someone that safe cause we too scared to take a risk And I think that's why we both afraid to say just how it is Admit we never getting back all of the pages that we ripped But at least we got a story one that we cannot forget So I think it's time we part our ways burn it a fire It don't matter what you've done you'll always be who I admire But I'm seeing us for how we are don't want to be a liar We been holding on for years on end I'm really getting tired Now I'm gone It's all gone It's all gone It's all gone I can't wait one minute Just to make things harder With you there's nothing that can push me further Can't love you on my own I can't love you on my own