Two Mums

It's like I got two mums Ain't got a dad Won't see me moan 'bout the cuts in my hand Walking to school Holding my hand Prison room visits Happy that you never went back Two mums Ain't got a dad Won't see me moan 'bout the cuts in my hand Walking to school Holding my hand Prison room visits Happy that you never went back What would you do for the ones that you love more than life itself? (Love) Probably make the ground move (ground move) No smooth sailing, nothing ain't smooth I just wanna kill someone, I don't know who No Nobu, it's Wimpy (yeah) Vouchers out metros How many can I take with me? (Take with me) Thinking 'bout nan's death, turned 69 I'm tryna make time stretch to infinity Hanging off scaffold (yeah) Drugs under lampposts Feds skrrt ran home (yeah) Army shop for the flicky, I don't wear camo (yeah) Olders with a strap tryna get the wrong ammo Found your way out the crack smoke Into my life and you never looked back (never looked back) Sick of seeing men treating you bad Deserve all the shit that you ain't had Got two mums Ain't got a dad (yeah) Won't see me moan 'bout the cuts in my hand Walking to school Holding my hand (yeah) Prison room visits Happy that you never went back With mums Ain't got a dad (yeah) Won't see me moan 'bout the cuts in my hand (won't see the cards in my hand) Walking to school Holding my hand (hand, hand) Happy that you never went back (never went back) Four of us in that two bed flat Can't see what's ahead so you never look back Cracks in the pavement, body got crack (body got-) Proud how you turned it around for your fam (around for your fam) Maybe I should stop drinking and drinking My nan says that it's an addiction AA meeting, age two, sit there and listen Coach up to Bristol, see you in prison Threw me into this cold world, age 17 Still a child by yourself With another one to raise Scars on your brain Scars on your wrist, neck and face Wishing they would go away Care home baby, addiction run in my family, my family crazy I know you love me Know the bastard you made me Look what you made me It's like I got two mums Ain't got a dad (ah) Won't see me moan 'bout the cuts in my hand (ah) Walking to school Holding my hand Prison room visits (yeah) Happy that you never went back With mums Ain't got a dad (yeah) Won't see me moan 'bout the cuts in my hand (cuts in my hand) Holding my hand (yeah) Happy that you never went back I got a mum and a nan who's like one Four shoulders I can cry on Bygones can't be bygones Hold that grudge until my mind's gone (mind gone) Parents ain't shit Bitch, well mine is Me and my nan like twins Sorry, what for? Where do I begin? CID at my front gate Sitting on the couch seeing pain in my mum's face Stood next to me when 'em yutes rushed me Nothing like a mum's love (uh) We all got choices (yeah) Like when you go sleep are you gonna listen to them voices? (To them voices) No lullabies, where the white noise is? Ain't got this, then it's pointless It's like got two mums Ain't got a dad Won't see me moan 'bout the cuts in my hand (ah) Walking to school Holding my hand Prison room visits Happy that you never went back Two mums Ain't got a dad (yeah) Won't see me moan 'bout the cuts in my hand (cuts in my hand) Walking to school Holding my hand Happy that you never went back Two mums Ain't got a dad Won't see me moan 'bout the cuts in my hand Walking to school Holding my hand Prison room visits Happy that you never went back Two mums Ain't got a dad Won't see me moan 'bout the cuts in my hand Walking to school Holding my hand I'm happy that you never went back