Wish

Oh i really wish i was scared to die Oh i really wish i was scared to die Maybe i won't wanna do it so much Maybe i won't wanna do it so much Maybe i won't wanna do it so much Oh i really wish i was scared to die Losin my mind feel like I'm losing my consciousness I know that life is a lie, so I just float adrift Stuck in my mind these people don't know what suffer is But I just deal with it daily I don't know how to live I don't know how to die Without affecting everybody staying by my side Sometimes I wonder if my life is even worth the ride Too busy tryna hide, thinkin bout homicide Killin my alter ego, happens to be inside But I don't wanna lie People ask me how I'm doin do it half the time Cause y'all can't handle the truth And to be honest I can't give it to you So I'm through Tryin, to push it through y'all mothafuckin heads To tell the truth I really wish that I was Scared of death Oh i really wish i was scared to die Oh i really wish i was scared to die Maybe i won't wanna do it so much Maybe i won't wanna do it so much Maybe i won't wanna do it so much Oh i really wish i was scared to die Oh i really wish i was scared to die Oh i really wish i was scared to die Maybe i won't wanna do it so much Maybe i won't wanna do it so much Maybe i won't wanna do it so much Oh i really wish i was scared to die