Fill Up My Cup

Im going through phases, phases If I wasn't popping would you hit my phone I'm going through changes, changes People acting different now that I'm on I'm going through phases, phases If I wasn't popping would you hit my phone I'm going through changes, changes If I fell off I know they'd leave me alone Like when I'm filling my cup No I don't drink when it hurts I only drink when it's fun Sometimes I just need a break Another 80 hour work week trying to escape It's monotonous this road that I'm on Drop a song, doesn't blow, yeah then we gotta stay strong No it's a marathon, but damn my legs are sore And I just keep pumping out content that I can't ignore The way we moving, new fans are showing me love And all this hate in my dms, don't give a fuck About me as a person only the clout that I come So the bigger I get I'm getting colder and numb Im going through phases, phases If I wasn't popping would you hit my phone I'm going through changes, changes People acting different now that I'm on I'm going through phases, phases If I wasn't popping would you hit my phone I'm going through changes, changes If I fell off I know they'd leave me alone Sometimes I hate getting up I'm doing fine but it's never enough They're saying now they relate They put me on a pedestal but it feels so fake I never wrote songs for them, only wrote songs for me Anything to get myself out of my suffering The music is a place that I can go and vent But the others that I write about is something that they cant Am I wrong for mirroring their lives Y'all heard one side of the story already made up your minds Got a hit song, yeah but what comes next Can't recreate it got me feeling so stressed Im going through phases, phases If I wasn't popping would you hit my phone I'm going through changes, changes People acting different now that I'm on I'm going through phases, phases If I wasn't popping would you hit my phone I'm going through changes, changes If I fell off I know they'd leave me alone