Numb to Everything

I see the disappointment in your eyes Reflected in what I've become, we've wasted so much time Waiting, wishing someday I would change You let me in, I let you down, the cycle still remains I'm so numb to everything Numb to everything Feels like you're so out of reach Standing right in front of me Numb to everything I feel so far away Hate so much what I've become Where did I go? How did I get so numb? How did I get so numb? Why do I feel so numb? How did I get so numb? Lying in your arms, somehow we're worlds apart My messy mind, my past, my scars left me an empty heart My sickness, this has never been your fault It's not you, it's me, I'm so sorry, I can't feel you here at all I'm so numb to everything Numb to everything Feels like you're so out of reach Standing right in front of me Numb to everything I feel so far away Hate so much what I've become Where did I go? How did I get so numb? You loved me till it hurt It wore you to the bone You gave me everything So why do I feel so alone? Why do I feel so alone? I'm so numb to everything Numb to everything Feels like you're so out of reach Standing right in front of me Numb to everything I feel so far away Hate so much what I've become Where did I go? How did I get so numb? How did I get so numb? Why do I feel so numb? I don't wanna be so numb How did I get—?