Note If I Die

Yeah, this my note if I die Think I tried to write this song three hundred seventy times I could never say this, but I think I think For the reason that's much bigger than me, yeah I know that you be down in the press Old life in a mess Wanna die, fear of life Yes sir, I feel that shit Yes sir, I feel that way Don't know why life is great I got it all, least they say, got it all, least they say But they don't see my problems trapped in the mirror Scary, but for some reason feelin' like my end is near My past keeps gettin' blurry, but it's all come to clear The things that I tell you go right in and then right out of your ears Listen to me, I need help Listen to me, I can't do this by myself Look around is anybody else here? Look around is anybody else here? Listen to me, I need help Listen to me, I can't do this by myself Look around is anybody else here? Look around is anybody else here? (Is anybody else here?) (Is anybody else here?) Pray to God some more, got me thinkin' less Religion in my blood, check my DNA I make love long before I say, "I do" Family tell me, "Yeah they right" Been like this ain't nothing new What I do is what I do Tryna become happy by the time I'm twenty-two You can hate my actions but admire how I do I'ma-I'ma keep it blunt, always keep it real with you The things inside my head be depression and doubt Kinda funny how I mask my depression with clout Self-esteem in the dirt, check my follower count I'll be empty by the end of the night, by the end of the night Listen to me, I need help Listen to me, I can't do this by myself Look around is anybody else here? Look around is anybody else here? Listen to me, I need help Listen to me, I can't do this by myself Look around is anybody else here? Look around is anybody else here?