Why'd You Leave?

You don't understand the pain I feel You don't know how much I hate to be me No, you don't understand the pain I feel You don't know how much I hate to be me Yeah, I feel happy and sad, I feel like a contradiction She hurt me after she promised me that this time was different So now my guard's up, I lost my trust, hopin' I can fix it Should've trust my gut, was hurt by love, so that's why I'm defensive You said you loved me, then hurt me, something ain't adding up I cried, burying the future that I had planned for us I'm tryna outrun my past, I guess I'm not fast enough It's crazy how these people we meet can just damage us But fuck it, I'll just move along, and wipe away my tears I've always held my own, I been alone for all these years My biggest fear is wasting time on somebody who does me wrong Who didn't love me, who was fronting, and using me like a pawn Sometimes I feel unlovable, my heart's undiscoverable Hate living in misery, my misery's insufferable Hurt by the ones we love the most, the toughest pill to swallow My heart used to be full, but now it's hollow, so no You don't understand the way I feel You don't understand how much I hate to be me 'Cause I break down and crumble, feel so alone My life's a struggle nobody knows, so You don't understand how much I hate to be me You and I tried to be Held you down, why'd you leave? Why'd you leave? Why'd you leave? Why'd you leave? Why'd you leave? You don't understand the pain I feel You don't know how much I hate to be me