Elephant In the Room

Long days longer nights taking aim it's all precise Except it ain't a gun you got it's words that fill my heart with ice Why you gotta do that? My intentions pure as Walter's white I'm trapped between these walls if they could talk I might be gone tonight But if I leave the crib I'll be surrounded by imposters like The ones that ask for handouts but call themselves some ballers right I don't get it, and I never will Fuck a first base a nigga aiming for the center field Trynna get my drive right Holy Spirit take the wheel Trynna break this cycle of hatred I'm finna feel Trynna make my people embrace that we needa heal Scars cause our race holds no weight on a bigger scale Nowadays they been trynna take what a nigga feel Make a joke, or make a buck, and put it on a insta reel In these streets all these cops got a instakill You sad you lost yo baby how the fuck you think these women feel? My father said don't close the door, but don't wait by it either So I'm sticking to my goals spittin' straight fire ether on the tracks 'Cause nobody ever shaped my demeanor I pledge my allegiance to the fate I'm receiving I'm self made check my plate I been eatin' I check checks then I check the date I received em' 'fore I cash To a nation under God that don't believe Him Whole country had slaves so what state am I free in? But my mind-state, irate ones boost the crime rate Please calm your mental it don't matter how much times takes And time waits for no man, follow your divine fate Flirting with my destiny it's looking like a blind date I gotta move a little different now 'Cause a nigga wants my spot and the whole time I think he fuckin' with me Elephant in the room getting bigger now Let em' think I'm broke 'cause they act different when you up a milli I gotta move a little different now 'Cause a nigga wants my spot and the whole time I think he fuckin' with me I gotta move a little different now Cause I'm headed to the top, and if you want it then you gotta kill me