The Cure

Feel it deep beneath my skin Like the walls in the end are closing in Infecting the deadly wounds I kept buried within (buried within) It's like a plague, I can't evade Every day it's eating at me I can barely see, can barely breathe I don't wanna try to fake it But I don't think I'm gonna make it Every time I try, I cave in Looking to the sky, begging for my life Nothing ever seems to save me I've been searching for the answer in me I've been letting go of all I believed Guess I should've seen it coming, but now I'm at my lowest Will I ever find the cure for my disease? So is the sickness in my head? Am I better off dead? Will they miss me when I've left? Will they celebrate instead? Should let you be the one to bleed me dry 'Cause you're my dirty needle, you're my favorite parasite I'm insane, looking for the antidote You invade, but it's pointless to diagnose 'Cause lately, prescriptions are plateau I'm losing the battle, I'm numb to pain I've been searching for the answer in me I've been letting go of all I believed Guess I should've seen it coming, but now I'm at my lowest Will I ever find the cure for my disease? I wanna fall asleep Pretend it's all a dream (I don't wanna wake up) I don't wanna wake up I've been searching for the answer in me I've been letting go of all I believed Guess I should've seen it coming, but now I'm at my lowest Will I ever find the cure for my disease? I'm searching for the answer in me I'm letting go of all I believed Guess I should've seen it coming, but now I'm at my lowest Will I ever find the cure for my disease?