Pity Party

Hey I'm sorry I was heavy to hold These are the lessons that you learn as you get older Balancing this weight on my shoulder Hey I'm sorry I pushed you away Every chance I had I made a mistake Still want you around But I'm scared of the comedown I've been leaving every stone unturned Getting high and watching our world burn But I'll take all the blame It's a mess but it's a mess I made Well I guess there's no one left to call I had some bridges but I burned them all down And I'm still reeling from the fallout Well you still take up space in my head I wish you'd take up space in my bed But you deserve better And I crumble under pressure I've been leaving every stone unturned Getting high and watching our world burn I'll take all the blame It's a mess but it's a mess I made I've been told I'm a flight risk Don't blink cuz you just might miss it I don't wanna wake up at twenty something Still thinking how we came to nothing Welcome welcome to my pity party Where everything is always all about me Got cake candles and confetti just to say sorry So welcome welcome to my pity party I've been leaving every stone unturned Getting high and watching our world burn But I'll take all the blame It's a mess but it's a mess I made I've been told I'm a flight risk Don't blink cuz you just might miss it But I don't wanna wake up at twenty something Still thinking how we came to nothing Oh did we come to nothing How did we come to nothing Cuz we were something And then we came to nothing