Saint Sinner (feat. Alli Fitz)

I know why she quiet I know in the back of my mind she fightin' the urge to say that I'm lyin' I'm not but I have in the past Those feelings, they linger and last The wrongs that I've done don't longer go Sit in silence like snakes in the grass I've grown but the scars remain Contacts of girls with different names All of the gaslighting and the, "Now, you crazy" I feel so ashamed But I'm not the victim in this My thoughts stay balled in my fist They're all mine, let it heal on their own time, I'm on a line like a fish And I ain't goin' nowhere This is the bed that we lay in together She chose me after all my mistakes, so I gotta do better Yeah, I learned a lesson or two But at the cost of who? Every mistake made got a price paid And I'm sorry it had to be you I keep breakin' these walls down Girl, I'm runnin' back to your love And even if it ain't the same, don't mean it can't get better in time And even if these walls never come down, then I'll climb Baby, I can be your saint sinner Breakfast, lunch and dinner Loser to winner, uh I can be your saint sinner Breakfast, lunch and dinner Warmth in the winter, uh I know that you love me And you know that I never stop feelin' the same These days get split in half, it's a war in my heart and my brain My mind is my tellin' me, "No" But my body is tellin' me, "You gonna change" Whenever I try to walk away, all I hear is the jingle of chains I wish I could tell you how much that it hurt without hurtin' you in the process Wish I could check you on notifications without hurtin' us and our progress I just wanna go back in time, to before you crossed the line Before part of me died and started to hate you, and this pain wasn't mine Don't want you to think that I'm sayin' all this to hurt you I wish the rumors never were true Wish we could be happy again, wish your parents gave you better virtue, but they ain't And that's a shame 'cause you to blame You held the gun and it was at me that you aimed (bang) You keep breakin' these walls down Boy, you might be little too late Now and then I'll smile, but I don't think I got more space on my plate I think you might just be too late Baby, I can be your saint sinner Breakfast, lunch and dinner Loser to winner, uh I can be your saint sinner Breakfast, lunch and dinner Warmth in the winter, uh You can be my saint sinner Breakfast, lunch or dinner Loser to winner, uh You can be my saint sinner Breakfast, lunch or dinner Cold, cold winter, uh