I'm Doing Just The Best That I Can

I could take pills I could see doctors Talk it all out Talk all about How I tried love See where that got me See what that taught me See where I am And though I'm still young I am so ancient Feels like it's over Before it's begun Where is my drive Why all the questions Like where am I going And what have I done And I'm not that depressed But I could always be a little happier? It's strange it doesn't phase me it's all going to hell I swear I'm doing just the best that I can And in my own defence This life could always be a little easier It's strange I'm well aware I keep falling apart I swear it doesn't make you less of a man I was born clean I was born spotless Caught in a wretched Washing machine I have found God I have found Jesus But nothing can stop this Unholy disease 'Cause I'm not that depressed But I could always be a little happier It's strange it doesn't phase me it's all going to hell I swear I'm doing just the best that I can And in my own defence this life could always be a little easier It's strange I'm well aware I keep falling apart, I swear it doesn't make you less of a man And I'm not that depressed But I could always be a little happier It's strange it doesn't phase me it's all going to hell I swear I'm doing just the best that I can I swear I'm doing just the best that I can I swear I'm doing just the best that I can I swear I'm doing just the best that I can I swear I'm doing just the best that I can