Silver Trail

I think I've just fallen out of love It was sudden like a finger breaking A stray hair laying on a pillow I don't wanna have to deal with that No, I don't wanna have to deal with that I don't wanna have to deal with that No, I don't wanna have to deal with that Why would I not show you how I feel? Why would I keep it all a secret? I am only a slug in the woods Leaving nothing but a silver trail A skeletal bear dying in my arms Her fur is white and wet and matted I marched in the street for that A Friday in September And what did it do, but fill me with worry? I don't wanna have to deal with that No, I don't wanna have to deal with that No, I don't wanna have to deal with that No, I don't wanna have to deal with that But like, whatever It rarely comes when you want it When you want it When you want it I go back to my house I live on a hill At the door, there is a man Resting on the sill A sliver of silence before he speaks Swallowing the words on his tongue How am I supposed to deal with that? Yeah, how am I supposed to deal with that? Yeah, how am I supposed to deal with that? Yeah, how am I supposed to deal with that? Here comes the spiral I drew from the navel And the old maid wanders back to the cradle And the old ways die in the light of the day And the old things never really go away But like, whatever It rarely comes when you want it When you want it When you want it Yeah, leave me alone with everyone I know And I'll look you in the eyes when I'm older than you But, you're older than me How can that be?