Present’s Lament

Is it time To find out if I'm Meant for more than just a Christmas mornin' feelin'? I could go back to Earth, retire, just peace out Another chance at the life I've been dreamin' about Maybe I'd buy a quaint little house on a quiet street Meet a nice gal, we get married, and start a family And then at the end of each day after work We'd have a loving embrace and One of those newfangled modern mouth kisses That'd be nice Is it time To find out if I'm Ready to reach beyond a Christmas mornin' feelin'? To be human again, alive once more Take some swings at the things I missed out on before And there's me in the backyard Goofing around with my two kids who share the same first initial Little Rebecca and her brother Reggie or Robert or Rahhray I don't know, I'll think of a good "R" name But what if I screw up my life again Like I did the first time through? Could I really be someone better Someone kinder, someone new? But no, no, no I've gotta make more of a difference here There's so much left to do With all the trolls and a-holes out there Are the ripples I make too small? A divided world so in need of repair Well, am I doin' it a world of good And have i given it my all? Or am I just full of it Am I just full of sh-- Hey, come on now, potty mouth