Senseless

I really hate to admit this And I know I'm gonna be rude But I'm spittin' out our relationship And you still say it's something that I'd never chew but But I chewed it 'til it was dust Until my teeth had to be replaced But you and I are like nails that have rusted For the record, yeah, I fucking hate the taste You drained me 'til I was hollow So I filled myself with those pills I swallowed Yeah, you drained me and now I'm hollow I guess I'll fill myself with Clash of the substance I want this Make me so numb and unconscious Easier to feel for her when I'm passed out Weaving all my medication Sleeping and no explanations It's harder to deal with her when I'm without Something that'll make me numb Something that makes me become So fucking senseless I really hate to admit this But I quit 'cause I'm so uncommitted I took my blood and I stained it just to stay entertained I took a pill or two and then I got addicted but I got addicted to the way that it felt to put something else above you And if we hadn't have met then I would probably be well and I guess that I would be sober too You stained me and I can't forget this Yeah, you rid me of all of my senses, woah Yeah, you stained me and I'm now defenseless I guess I'll fill myself with Clash of the substance I want this Make me so numb then unconscious Easier to feel for her when I'm passed out Weaving all my medication Sleeping and no explanations It's harder to deal with her when I'm without Something that'll make me numb Something that makes me become Yes, it hurts and the fall fucking killed and the betadine caused a sting But I wanted to feel something other than guilt with not feeling a fucking thing I guess I am pretty reckless and it's pretty difficult to bruise me But the loving was stupid, and numbing and senseless and made me so fucking woozy Guess I'll chill myself with Clash of the substance I want this Make me so numb and unconscious Easier to feel for her now I'm passed out Weaving all my medication Sleeping and no explanations It's harder to deal with her when I'm without Something that will make me numb (Something that will make me numb) Something that makes me become (Something that makes me become) Without something that'll make me numb (Something that'll make me numb) Something that makes me become (Something that makes me) So fucking senseless