Nme

The void is getting bigger and I'm sinking in I never wanted just to go with the wind Doubting every thought, fighting everyone Trying to convince me I won't fail to fit in If this is everything I'm going to find then Heaven's a lie And I don't wanna believe in it I'll fail to survive Still waiting for the miracle I prayed thousand times Floating doesn't help me now Toxic air inside my lungs Suffer deluged me one more time They inflict me to survive Sometimes Sometimes I really try to find myself Then lose my mind in the battle These feelings crawl into my skin Like lies and force me to feel weak Then I demolish everything I've built And insecurities hunt me Until they drain out of me any empathy that's left Tear up myself to entertain All these people that will help me fall apart At night remind me of all my sins Then feed my pain so I could push me in the dark How much will cost to feel a lie And what's the price I have to pay before I die? I try to dominate my thoughts With all these pills they restrain me when I'm wrong I pray you let me die You slowly suck my heart Sometimes I really try to find myself Then lose my mind in the battle These feelings crawl into my skin Like lies and force me to feel weak Then I demolish everything I've built And insecurities hunt me Until they drain out of me any empathy that's left You lied Sometimes I really try to find myself Then lose my mind in the battle These feelings crawl into my skin Like lies and force me to feel weak Then I demolish everything I've built And insecurities hunt me Until they drain out of me any empathy that's left