Apex

Yep, okay, I was a little bit fired up Is losing heart just part of the game? It's somethin' I'd been thinking 'bout right I'm at opposite end Just an amateur diver Was in over my head this time But I'm stripping it down to size It was a reckoning I found It wasn't up to me And in the chaos, I got crowned As some bizarre believer I know that nothing can take this away from me But it's such a long way, I'm covered in scars, I guess I got tired Somewhere out on the way I'm at the apex, I'm in the strangest love of my life I'm at the apex, or at least some version of my own insight I lay down my hand, I'm a soldier now It's not all that bad, how could you understand? And you always said that's life To want such favoring But then you never had felt that way And though there's nothing that takes this away from me It's such a long time, I'm covered in scars, I guess I got tired Somewhere out on the way I'm at the apex, I'm in the strangest love of my life I'm at the apex, or at least some version of my own Insight I lay down my hand, I'm a soldier now It's not all that bad, how could you understand? (How could you understand?) (How could you understand?) I know that nothing can take this away from me (How could you understand?) I know that nothing can take this away from me But it's such a long way, I'm covered in scars