Self Sabotage

Ask me how i feel please Today i'm being honest, i promise I lied my pain away the other day Surprised myself this morning I chose to wear a color, discovered I vandalize my brain 'Cause i suck at believing Won't take long till i'm bleeding One little crash in my head Hear the siren's song Stumble upon my own demons Dancing around around on the ceiling What if i'm the queen of Self sabotage Why do i self sabotage? Oh i, stain my feelings Drench my dreams in Self sabotage Do i like to suffer? Don't press the red button, but i want it It's a sign of being self destructive Silent scream i don't wanna make a scene But i'm addicted, it's ironic 'Cause i suck at believing Won't take long till i'm bleeding One little crash in my head Hear the siren's song Stumble upon my own demons Dancing around on the ceiling What if i'm the queen of Self sabotage Why do i self sabotage? Oh i stain my feelings Drench my dreams in Self sabotage Self sabotage Manipulate my being Self sabotage Burn every bridge before i cross It's such an exhausting mindless crime Hmm, why do i? Self sabotage Why do i self sabotage Oh i, stain my feelings Drench my dreams in Self sabotage