Never Gonna Look Back

We could stay awake for a million years

After I'ma breakthrough a million tears

But you won't look back

And I don't even know how you do it

No, I don't know

But you won't look back

And after all the times we searched forever

I always thought we would end up together

And I look back

Even though you never gonna look back

No, I look back

I wish I told you that I love you

Told you that I need you

My heart is beating fast

Every time that I see you

Smoking weed to forget you

And I'm drinking way too much

Missed therapy again

I'm at the point of giving up

Driving fast on the highway

With tears in my eyes

Think about all the times

I promised you I will try

And I don't what has changed

And I don't what to do

It's getting hard to let you go

I'm still not over you

And after all the times we searched forever

I always thought we would end up together

And I look back

Even though you never gonna look back

And I look back

I wanna hold your hand

In the pouring rain

I wanna hold you close

When I go insane

And even though I tried

Nothing really changed

I'm not really mad

'Cause who am I to blame

I wanna find peace

But there's nothing left

The way you look at me

It makes me so depressed

I can only imagine the way your feeling now

I can only imagine 'cause you're not here right now

And after all the times we searched forever

I always thought we would end up together

And I look back

Even though you never gonna look back

And I look back