This Isn't Real.

I'm not standing in my own shoes

I'm not sitting in this chair

I'm not even here

Why, oh, why is my mind playing games with me?

My eyes can't see

That this isn't real

Shouldn't know how this feels

I think it's all in my head

What's the deal with my own senses lying to me

Shouldn't I feel the things that are around me

Spiraling depression made me the spiral king

Tell me, is that why I can't feel anything?

Numb to the pain and the

Rain parade that my

Mind creates

Why, oh, why is my mind playing games with me?

My eyes can't see

That this isn't real

Shouldn't know how this feels

I think it's all in my head

What's the deal with my own senses lying to me

Shouldn't I feel the things that are around me