If I Had It To Do All Over Again

It's too late To apologize I'm so sorry Didn't mean to make you cry I acted a fool Far too blind to see Selfish and careless Bound by jealousy Please forgive me If you can find it in your heart I might not deserve it But in the time we've been apart I gained some awareness Long sought empathy If I could do it all again I'd love you endlessly If I had it to do all over again My grip was tight As you slipped right through my hands I couldn't bear To see this story end I was so high Feelings buried deep Much too afraid To let you witness me I play the victim Even when I was at fault Throw out the truth Lock up the vault I make my admission Take full responsibility If I could do it all again My words would match my deed If I had it to do all over again I gained some awareness Long sought empathy If I could do it all again I'd love you endlessly If I had it to do all over again