Hedonist

I plead me guilty 'Cause I've betrayed you, my friend I'm so sorry, man I had a gun aiming to my head I plead me guilty 'Cause I've betrayed you, my friend I'm so sorry, man I had a gun aiming to my head Blame, I didn't want that name I had too many crimes that were so insane Victims, only family and friends My lack of control is destroying me Friend, my vice swallowed me Where the ashes never Could erase me From that place that is crumbling I never wanted this I tried so hard to scape from this But I guess my worth My wrath have been buried with me My dreams and fears won't be reality I'm waiting for another day 'Cause there's no sense, no happy ending But I promise you that I'm not alone 'Cause there's something wrong inside of me Innocent growing voice You whisper to me daily There's something you pretend And it's not all your fault I'm losing my control 'Cause I don't find my gravity Can someone tell me How am I supposed to be now? For you, for you, for you I can stay here forever I'm strong but take me to a place Where I may find my peace How could I just swear? (There's something wrong, do you know?) Believe me once again (How can you explain what you have done?) Your voice is begging me (Stay just away from me now) Could be the end of me (I start to listen to me now) Innocent growing voice You whisper to me daily There's something you pretend And it's not all your fault I'm losing my control 'Cause I don't find my gravity Can someone tell me How am I supposed to be now? Before I go away I gotta say one thing I never meant to be What I've become now Innocent growing voice You whisper to me daily There's something you pretend And it's not all your fault And it's not all your fault Innocent growing voice You whisper to me daily There's something you pretend And it's not all your fault Can someone tell me Who am I supposed to be now?