So It Seems

They don't ask to say I'm okay, I just say so it seems Behind doors tearin' up, consistently sowing sings This thing got a chorus G, this one here is one for me I've enforced, I can't repeat, this is me at war with me This is why I can't retrieve, lost my nanny last week Never had a chance to speak, people tryna give me grief So, I ain't had a chance to grief, too much relies on me Inside I'm still learning, but outside it's a masterpiece Even if I part with you, you are still a part of me The city's tryna sow on me, why not make a start with me? I ain't no the same in 12, I'm calm with Comogee Temptations don't faze me, I know how the dark can be Face second stroll with me, having in your false for weeks I've had all the battles but no one's ever fought for me I learnt from the scars I got, nothing was taught to me How can you say I'm okay? You don't talk to me Oh, so it seems that I'm holding on, with this Those of who've made it ain't happy All we hide is eyes in pain What they see it is Oh, so it seems that I'm holding on, with this Those who've made it ain't happy All we hide is eyes in pain What they see it is (yo) Sitting here thinking 'bout things no one thinks about Like how am I really doing? You don't know the ins and outs Life is so different now, you ask me, "Different, how?" Never got to say goodbye, really wish I did it now What was in this rollercoaster? When will someone fish me out? They say they tryna solve problems, we keep pushing things around I think I understand, ain't just 'cause I've been around It's 'cause I've been the one laughing, and I've also been the clown Happy, yes, so it seems, everyone is loving me Love's to keep me company, money in the company But the side is part of this, it's lot of people judging me All the label bumping me, I told you what fucks with me It's because no matter what, we focus on the bad things Even when it's outweighed by the good, that's what's bugging me You ain't heard enough of me, 'cause don't show enough of me I wish I had more time, I wish there was another me Oh, so it seems, oh-oh, I'm holding on with this But behind these eyes are my fears I hear you calling me And I'm coming back to you You said you'll never leave So, I'm coming back to you