Numb

I close my eyes, retrace the lines that tie forever I burn more pine, ignore the signs till I feel better It turns my tide, I stay inside despite fair weather Heal in time, they say, but how can that be measured? Now I'm numb Why can't I coincide with another? Make peace with my life and this knife I'm stuck under Try to save face, take my place as I mutter Is this common place? Why can't i just relate? I don't want to feel this again Forced down my throat I found another way to cope It's moving slow As it takes its shape and grows And I'll let this take me now Eyes crossed my head's blacked out I'll let this take me now I'm numb Why can't I coincide with another? Make peace with my life and this knife I'm Stuck under Try to save face take my place as I mutter Is this common place? Why can't I just relate? I don't want to feel this again