PICK ME UP

I took a Mazda to California Friends might text, but they don't come through, yeah Stone-cold mug, like a walkin' coma Bloodshot eyes try to hide my mood 'cause I'm so done Ain't had a house in a whole month Signed up for lust 'cause I throw love Thrown up, I think my vice got control of Every pipe dream that I might try to hold up Mom, come pick me up All the kids here are doin' drugs And I'm tired and alone A nomad who misses home And I think these pills don't pick me up Catchin' my tears in solo cups And I'm casually close to leavin' you all a note And I mean that (I mean that) I'm overstimulated, serotonin levels are dippin', I need ventilation Seen my face inside of my drink while over medicatin' Home was the air inside my lungs, I miss my intubation Just somethin' else I left behind to catch a dream I'm chasin' I bite my tongue with my hand up Weighed down by options like I forgot how to stand up Man up, swallow your pride like it's Fanta 'Cause life shatters dreams like a dad shatters Santa Mom, come pick me up (come pick me up) All the kids here are doin' drugs (doin' drugs) And I'm tired and alone (ah) A nomad who misses home And I think these pills don't pick me up (don't pick me up) Catchin' my tears in solo cups (solo cups) And I'm casually close (ah) to leavin' you all a note (ah) I mean that Ooh (yeah, ah) Ooh