I Wish I Wasn't Me

Quiet please can someone turn my head down

Can't sleep got the rhythm too loud

I'm barely keeping breath inside my body

Screaming to keep the darkness out

But the monsters knock and I let them in

Fear and doubt are my closest friends

But let's give em show

Bring out the marching band

Hoping that no one can see

When the curtains are closed

I'm alone in an empty room

Wishing that I wasn't me

'Cause sometimes

I wish I wasn't me

I wish I wasn't me

Listen a symphony of sadness

Playing softly in the corners of my mind

See I'm building these walls of validation

Too high for me to even climb

But the monsters knock and I let them in

'Cause fear and doubt are my closest friends

But let's give em show

Bring out the marching band

Hoping that no one can see

When the curtains are closed

I'm alone in an empty room

Wishing that I wasn't me

'Cause sometimes I wish I wasn't me

I wish I wasn't me