Feel Bad

I don't feel like the same me 'Cause daily I've Become so fragile One pull on one string and I come unraveled And I feel bad, feel bad For feeling bad 'Cause look what I have And I even feel guilty for that Can I trust myself? Everything I thought I knew is somewhere else I'm scared that if I say things I won't have the same things anymore I don't feel like I'm home Never thought I'd be someone that I'd outgrow I'm scared that if I say things I won't have the same things anymore I feel bad, feel bad for feeling bad Yeah, I feel bad, feel bad for feeling bad Will you see the same me if I showed you All of the pieces That don't fit and make me feel like I am the reason? I feel bad, feel bad for feeling bad And I get so mad And I even feel guilty for that Can I trust myself? Everything I thought I knew is somewhere else I'm scared that if I say things I won't have the same things anymore I don't feel like I'm home Never thought I'd be someone that I'd outgrow I'm scared that if I say things I won't have the same things anymore I feel bad, feel bad for feeling bad Yeah, I feel bad, feel bad for feeling bad It's getting harder to stay like this How long will I stay like this? Playing it so safe is How I got this way and I don't wanna stay like this Can I trust myself? Everything I thought I knew is somewhere else I'm scared that if I say things I won't have the same things anymore I don't feel like I'm home Never thought I'd be someone that I'd outgrow I'm scared that if I say things I won't have the same things anymore I feel bad, feel bad for feeling bad Yeah, I feel bad, feel bad for feeling bad Yeah, I feel bad, feel bad for feeling bad I don't wanna feel bad, feel bad for feeling bad