separation anxiety

Do you love me Do you care When you leave It starts to feel like You were never really there I'm so lonely I get so scared That the connections In between us Will wear thin and start to tear So I stop eating Pull out my hair And bring up fights We settled years ago I know that isn't fair I know you love me I know you care 'Cause when you come back All the doubts I had About us disappear I'm sorry I'm trying I'm trying to love you Forgive me I'm trying I'm trying to love you How many chances do I get How come you haven't left me yet I wonder why I get this feeling in my chest When I'm alone I must confess I'm terrified Empty spaces Separation Makes me do such awful things I'm such a burden and I hate it Desperation Manipulation Throwing tantrums like a child But I promise you I'm changing I'm sorry I'm trying I'm trying to love you Forgive me I'm trying I'm trying to love you How many chances do I get How come you haven't left me yet I'm terrified That I'll say something I regret I swear to god I'll try my best To treat you right