You went to see a plot of land
Down by Red River, asked me if I had been
You'll build a house with your two hands
And I wished I had your will to follow through with plans
I wanted to ask if I could stay with you
But I'm too shy and I don't wanna impose
Maybe I just love the deep and the blue
Of feeling like I'll never know
Cause when I've got things easy I just wanna make them hard
Wish you didn't see me like that crying in my car
I drove away
I drove away in tears
I think you're good at being a man
Yeah I think you're doing it right
And I know the bar is low, but you make me feel bigger
Like one day I might match your height
If only I could tell you what it is I feel
But I can't let go of the power
Being casual and calm and concealed
Or am I just being a coward?
Cause when I've got things easy I just wanna make them hard
Wish you didn't see me like that crying in my car
I drove away
I drove away in tears
And I'm so afraid to come home
And find things aren't where I left them
But all this time I've been gone, I can't expect you to be waiting
